Counting down to my 25th birthday

this post is related to last post about my worse phase.

in days I will turning 25 years old

I already becoming young adult. makes my own money, takes more responsibility, etc

But I'm not happy become 25 years old

Not because I'm growing old, because I know all things are changing

I'm not a daddy's little girl anymore

now I dont have someone that hug me and give me good advices about life

someone who is funny that makes everyone laugh

someone who loves eat snacks at night 

someone who never command me to do something in life but in fact he protect me and watching me grows behind my back

I miss that old man

I want him back 

please bring him back, mentally and physically.